i am so proud of myself i guess ?

after culture , went for dinner :D ate duck rice , it's nice actually .. after that i took mrt home instead of bus , because i need to rush home and rest a while before i leave house again for night shift at tampines firestation at 12am . don't ask me why i can work there .
reach there at 12.35 , was exactly on time . change ranks from NCDCC ranks to Civil Defence ranks .. superb happy ! slack all the way ~ around 2am i told sir , to kill time ... i help you clean Red Rhino and Ambulance .. LOL i like it :D
finish cleaning at around 3+ was still so bored .. didn't feel tired , well i guess God bless me with more energy .. :D
decide to join the other real firefighters on pool and some drinks .. well , kind of lose everyone ? because they everyday play -.- i not everyday ... after playing , kind of bored of it .. so walk around the station ... watch some firefighters training .. super cool , i wish i could join them .. :P

it's soon 7am , ahhh ~ i last the night .. HAHA !
then 7.17 got respond/fire call ..
everyone chiong ah ! including me luh ! well i'm not a firefighter so i join the paramedics ?
yea got critical road accident around simei area , i joke with the paramedic with me at the back of the ambulance , who owns a high rank , i told her .. mam' later see until chiobu , then she laugh so loud . haha ! i was kidding only , sorry ..
after a while , mam' said , get ready kid .. then i prepare to open the door with the stretcher and some paramedic kits . i went for some aid training so i could handle solo ? mam' sent me to a young guy lying on the floor , he was still concious and i told him to remain claim and told him to bear the pain on his leg ..
btw he was a motorcyclist , after i ask him .. he got a serious big deep cut on his left leg .. which cutted of a huge piece of skin , fats , muscle , flesh from his leg , and i can see his bone with a crack line .. damn freaky disgusting !
i talk to him while aidding some stuff on his leg , to distract some pain-ness from his leg .. i guess it could work ? then i put something on his leg , he squezze my boots so hard , well i guess it's super pain ?
boots and hands are covered with blood ..
and i shouted for stretcher .. STRETCHER STRETCHER !
i see so many casualties lying around .. wanted to help after i push the motorcyclist into the ambulance .. but mam' said you follow the ambulance to the hospital , at the same time .. radio-call HQ for more ambulance .. to gather more paramedics ..
so i carried out her orders ..
i talk to the motorcyclist while going to the hospital . and kept repeating to him that we are reaching the hospital as his health & heart condition are critcal , and high chance that we will lose him ..
suddenly the ambulance stopped .. and the door was open .. pulled out the stretcher and push in the hospital , transfer the casualties to the hospital stretcher bed and job for then is done ..
well i hope he is fine ..

and went back to firestation to wait for mam' to come back ..
after everything settle .. wash away those blood stains and the dismiss .. had some ceremony before i left ..
received a gold badge from SCDF , written on the bade .. JR Life Rescuer , Responder , Saver which i was very happy about . and i got a certificate too .. :D
after that travel straight to furama for CHIz and sunday service :D

the badge have given me a thought .
if we lose 1 life for no reason , = we lost a un-planted seed or a un-sowed seed .
i would like to be more of JR Life Rescuer , Responder , Saver .