yea ,
just came back from CHI Zone .
was pretty awesome , even though we did not do much things .
hear pretty lots of announcements ..
and move on to worship God .. then started to pray for 1 hour for people who were supposed to be with us just now ; CHI but they weren't .
CHI have 29 people . but today only 10 turned up .. some members , we have already lost them .. while some have valid reason .. not say i'm really emotional , but when i heard all those name being called out that are not under regular members , i felt like crying .. and nadia said it's our responsiblity that we lost those people that had backslided , and i really think i'm responsible for that .
so we prayed for those people ..
i wish everyone was together and not more then 3 people are lacking out .

well , today is wee leong( my mentor) last time with us , he is leaving for his NS soon .
which is today is his last CHI with us .. sad ) :
and i really felt guilty after what shawnP told me during dinner that , when nadia ask me to lead prayer for wee leongs leaving , i totally replied with a negative answer , saying HUH !? i cannot ley .. i said that because i was fearing , people would laugh ? i'm do not having good experience about saying prayers .. and what shawnP said , i really really felt guilty , sorry wee leong ) :
hope you read this and accept my apology :|

i'll see Culture tomorrow ) :